February 22nd, 2010


What am I going to do?

I don't know how much longer I can keep on doing this.

Jen has been to the emergency room two to three mornings a week for the last month now and it's getting worse.

My boss just fired me cause I took off Friday. I don't blame him, it's not his fault I can't get to work 5 days a week, but now that Jen and I are both unemployed because of her asthma, what am I going to do?

She's going to die one of these days and I'll be a single father without a job or a place of my own.

There aren't words to describe how it feels when the woman you love gets hauled away in an ambulance three days a week.

I knew I was going to wind up getting fired over this, but what am I supposed to do? I wish God would give me a sign... I miss feeling like someone's in control of my life even if I'm not.
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